who you think you are？ seven~

八月三日~

正式结束的日子~

我明白大家辛苦了那么久，也累了那么久~不管怎样，我是不想放开这一切~彼此之前不是应该有什么事都拿出来商量的吗？对，我知道是我的错！我不能分担你的压力，还添加压力令你更担忧~我真的很对不起！我也知道这样的日子会来临，可是我没想到那么快，才短短的两个月零七天！许多朋友都说长痛不如短痛！可是我想解决一切的问题，不想放弃，我很想努力保持这一段感情！可是看来你不想吧！谢谢你，我知道你为我好，不想让我痛苦和伤心~那如果我说我会等呢？不管怎样。我还是会坚持下去！这样很傻对吧？爱情是盲目的，当你爱上一个人，就是不管一切地去维持那段感情！现在是我单方面想这样~你已经说了不想了！我只能说好吧，就当回好朋友吧！就算给自己一些时间来放开这一切~但是我的心里很挣扎，我真的真的真的不想放弃！再怎么说开始这段感情的时候就已经知道了有这样的结果！开始的时候，我的确会问自己真的可以吗？那时候我给了自己答案！我想尝试努力地去爱一个人，那就应该做好自己的本分！负上这个责任！给他最好的，支持他，为他分担~当中我知道失败了！我也想去改！我努力地去了解你，可是每次都等超久才能等到你的一个短短的回复~这样我知道真的很难和你沟通~可是我还是不停地尝试！直到你会理会我！虽然我知道你很忙，你在忙你的工作~所以我也不能去打扰你了！就这样，日子一久，问题就变得更大了！甚至一整天都没有你的消息~我还要不停地去打听你的消息！我只想求个安心，想知道在远方的你还好吗！你说你不要我担心这个那个，那我求求你可以不要不理我吗？至少和我说你的情况！你不舒服，我不能在你身边，我也不知道你发生什么事，早上的事，你晚上，不对，是半夜才和我说你去了医院，这要我怎样？女生的疑心重，这是对的！我就是犯了这个错~但我也没问你，因为就算问你，我应该要等超久才有你的回复吧！所以我只能吞掉~我知道不应该把我本身的感想写给大家看~你说你觉得烦，因为每个人都来问你，你和我怎样了！对不起~我添了麻烦！那你可不可以别理他们怎么说？那你可不可以和我谈？为什么有些事情都不说~然后到最好就爆发出来！如果你肯和我谈一谈，我相信我们之间就会减少一些问题和误会~

对不起~

我很想拉回来~

可是看来已经不能了

我们只能做回朋友~

无法诉说的心情

抱歉，这么迟才更新~

现在的我抱着疲累的眼睛来写这篇文~

这一个月是我心情有起有落的时候~

怎么说呢？

我很在意的他，突然和我不熟络！每每想和你谈天的时候，就一定有事情耽搁了我们！

男人每次说：你说你要明白我，可是你却没有！

女人说：我无言~对不起~

*其实我想问问看，你每次都不是很想和我聊，我该怎么了解你呢？？*

到最后我还是没问到这个问题，因为我不敢！我很怕~我很害怕那种感觉！所以我选择保持冷漠~

也许到你没那么忙后，你就会找我了~

你说你不想把所有东西公布给别人看，我尽量好吧？我真不知在哪里发泄~ 最近都不停地抽！我知道那是不好的！可是我就是停不了！还有不停地跳，最近也蛮卖力地跳舞，导致脚超多伤口，也差一点给扭到！不然我真的不知该怎么发泄！

我很想和你好好地聊一聊~可是就是时间配合的不好~

我真的不知该怎么办~

嘿啊~

拜托你别这样好吗~我很累啊~我能怎么办呀？

咩最大？？

对唔住，依家既我有少少心情受唔到控制！

人地最想家的味道！无错，我都系！只不过，我每一次返来都发生唔开心的事！

我最惊就系听到叫我唔好跳！等阵先，你地从来都无试下去明白！你地话系才艺，就好似明星甘！做无奈嘎！甘点解仲有人做咧？点解仲有人跳？？

我知系钱既问题！有时我真系唔想嘎！人地迟出粮，我想点哦！我都想快点拿到钱！！我都很辛苦啊！！唔好下下都去到甘尽！求你地唔好再逼我啊！我就快颠啦！

都月尾啦！钱都无啊！

我本人都需要钱嘎！依家我电话有问题~又仲未还电话费！可唔可以快0地出粮啊！please please....

钱真系大晒啊！

*BLANK*

what should i do??

what's going on??

what happen?

当你头脑放空时，你真的不会知道你在做些什么！

当然我并不是在说做傻事！那真的超白目~

来说一说，刚干了什么！

刚还想倒杯水喝，哪知道杯也拿不稳，差一点就被玻璃杯砸到脚了！不过这开心不了去哪！同一时间，为了可以抓住我的玻璃杯，哪知道我的手肘就撞向墙角去了！那超痛咧！我还回不了神，回到房间才觉得痛！可看到这位小姐是有多懵啊！

回到正题~

其实我一直在想什么？在这整个星期里，我只感觉到压力，感觉到烦恼！也许朋友多说得对！你不会担心他吗？终于说到了这个问题！对~这个问题从一开始就存在了~可是我相信他~我知道许多人都会说：你也会有失策的时候！我真的有想过这问题，可是情侣之间就是要彼此信任，路才会走得远！如果你爱他，就不该这样对待他，也许在他的心里也会这样想！这不能阻止，但我是觉得，不应该这样去把问题复杂化~所以很矛盾，现在就当是过渡期！彼此互相鼓励才是最重要吧！让我们一起努力吧~~

让我来告诉自己吧！不要再发梦了啦！不然什么事你也做不上手了！

别想那么多好吗！

每天嘻嘻哈哈的我，今天是被敲到手的原因给弄哭吗？

搞不清楚啊！

哈~ -.-

Day with the "N"

"N" for negative!!!

okay.. i'm not that negative person but i'm wearing NEGATIVE !! how about you??

what is NEGATIVE? it's a new brand fashion in malaysia..

Negative want you to prove em wrong! this brand bring the message to all the youth out there,don't give up for your dream,prove it to those people never understood and deny what your thinking/mind!

anyway.. check out the link below..

Negat!ve's official website

it's really glad shoot for nigel spark feat point blanc-prove em wrong music video! and it's out!! check the video

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pI-hmcdp2tc

（i'm sorry couldn't upload the video!)

guys..check the link! prove em wrong music video

and here the pic from negative..

so what you waiting for??

let's prove em wrong!!

yeah...

love and peace~

i'm always late~

sorry for late updated..

really sorry about that~ i was busy for show and rehearsal recently..and those things never finish yet!

anyway...gotta update my shit now!! haha....XD

sorry for being rude! i'm mad tired for this morning flight from kota kinabalu to kuala lumpur! opps..time to sharing my story..me went to kk for astro media night with soul krazy~ ofcoz meet up my LIN-C (arrogant)'s friends in kk and that's really great to meet them up! always mad fun and chilling with them~ u guys know saturday night sure get hancai like crazy and like nobody care right! so i do!! but the next day woke up at early morning,carried my f***ed up heavy like elephant stupid bags.. i though i can enjoyed my sleeping time in plane when on the way back to kl,but NO!!! damn the naughty's kids sitting my back and keep kicking my seat, i have endured it because that's a kids.. seriously i don't know how many times she kicking my seat in 2 and half hours flight time!! so how could i fall asleep?? god damn...

another worst thing..my back getting hurt!! i can't even move my neck! so i make a decision- go enjoyed THAI MASSAGE!! woohooo.what i can describe it??? AWESOME!!!!! thanks to yvonne kan because i don't even know there have arokaya thai massage house! experience true thai traditional massage to help relieve body discomfort and improve blood circulation! the arokaya thai traditional massage house is located in sunway pyramid shopping mall LG2.111~ that's a place can relaxed your mind,ofcoz the therapists comprise thai master therapists really great and the staffs are friendly and nice!! arrggg,i want to get it somemore because i'm only choose foot and back massage package!! but it's really good for us! guys..go and try ~~

owh...

i'm changed my hair colour again!!! oops,i did it again!! lol

here we go

sorry for the retarded face!! haha.. i like this colour much.feel that be like a rocker!! hahaah...XD..*perasan sia*

haha, and i got wig again for show! you know what the other said??

I'M LOOK LIKE AGUA *我看起来像个人妖*

yaa..yaa..yaa..i know im not really suitable with long hair!! but before the short hair,my hair is long too!! hmmmm..whatever! lol

what time is now??? 3:20am!!! damn...i gotta sleep now!! stay up late is not good for healthy!!! i'm serious yo!! okay..i'll be continue blogging soon! nite peeps....

=)

200611

又不能陪伴爸爸過父親節～
真不孝啊～對不起，因為今天要補課所以都不能陪你吃頓晚飯～

這幾天的運氣並不是很好啊～我的眼睛又出問題了！這次是眼皮敏感啊～可能使用了某個牌子的eye & lip remover 所以導致眼皮超乾，然後雙眼皮貼也是其中一個原因！各位mm們要小心啊！老娘現在正存錢，想直接去做眼皮埋線，把它給弄成雙眼皮···因為本人沒膽去割，還是做埋線的比較好吧！這樣就不用擔心把眼睛給弄醜了（因為現在的左眼超醜啊）！剛也和babo談了，他也說可以，那我真的要打算了咯····

所以啊，要努力賺錢了啦！打算在這個月買ipad2可是看來都沒貨了啦！怎麼買啊？？哎呀，老娘要存錢買ipad2,眼皮埋線還有存錢到韓國～
看來一個月裡沒有三千塊是不行的～加油吧！！

接下來的時間蠻緊湊的，要開始回我的bgirl生涯～哈哈～沒啦，就是要練回來啦！太久沒練了，感覺有點不舒服，一出力便便都快要出來了啦！哈哈～給點時間，可能真的可以練回來啊！！太久沒練舞了，就是會有這種懶散的心才導致現在這樣～～ -.- wackkkkk...

今天，其實快被我的寶貝給氣死了！一整晚不找我算了！在今天下午告訴了我什麼原因不能找我！聽了真的快哭了啦！也不知道該氣死還是怎樣！！
ps: you know i really worried about you k.. although u apologize to me but i don't really want to heard that anymore! anyway,take care yourself! i can't beside you and care of you，ofcoz i wish i'm there for you! just be careful okay..don't make me mad again! babo yaaa..
try to be sweet and good boyfriend ...okay!!*opps..sounds like a queen,ya know what am saying*
by the way,i'm waiting his reply now! he gone again and leave me alone here >,< maybe party hard with his buddy now~


good night everyone.. sweet dream and tomorrow will be better... =)

xoxo

Randomly .. *_*

just random to post because i got no idea now.. *blank*

finally i fell in sick,flu,sore throat and lil bit fever , and god damn~ i got my back hurt again!! what a day,finished rehearsal and back to my home! but luckily still can dinner with my family,that's good because imma bad daughter who always chill out with friends and not staying at home for whole day~ damit..

actually i don't feel like want to blogging today,i need some rest seriously! just because of babo,so im in blogging mode now!

well, want to sharing something about today! just done our routines for dance expo in this saturday at ipoh! okay..im gotta promote again! hey ladies and gentleman.. please come and support the events,this is the dance expo 2011 at ipoh, get ur ticket and come and watch us soul krazy, SFB, dancologist, dynamix, mustang crew, hmc phlow, metalloid, freshype, fresh beat rockerz, floor fever and ECX rock the stage! check out the link yo
360 dance expo 2011

opps...we haven't get our costume yet!! i gotta go shopping again and buy some dope shit! anyway,i just bought this last few days ago....
vintage high waist denim .

sunglasses from cotton on

ofocz i get some dope wedges from forever 21!!
i love it so much but sorry a lil bit broke because im use it for podium! that's hurt my heart seriously T.T

what i want to get some more! planning want to get a vintage long skirt,some cool hat and some printed shirt or tee!

go with hat~~

long skirt like this

jeffrey campbell heels or boots~
dope shit is hard to find..
whateva...
that's not important for me...

i gotta save up my money and go a trip~~
ofcoz i want to see my baby soon!! hopefully *finger cross* ...
do take care yourself ham kah ling.. don't make me mad about you! although i'm always told you i hate you much~ but you was know that right? you know am say what am say! i mean i love u much 바보.. 보고 싶어

너 정말 귀여워..... XD

and i learned this ..i have no idea that's true or wrong *don't laugh okay*

언제나 널 생각하고있어

xoxo....

great moment.. 260511

260511

260511 (thursday) is a good day,what the f***, i keep blur-ing now!!!haha.....XD ！！！ anyway,that's the story begin, a guy leave me a great moment, i still remember that even is two days ago!

thanks so much because you really care everything about me! i'm sorry,i didn't tell you what is my feeling to you! you know right,imma shy babo!! XD...... You're so sweet and lovely,although you always hancai but it's doesn't matter, i'm still with you...

i love and i care about you..

u know i was crying because u gotta off to korea very soon! and when we can meet up and chilling together? i tried hold my tears..but i can't! because you know that's really hard to meet each other..

u hugging me and asked me to stop crying! yea..like u said don't try to be mad girl keep thinking much! everything will be fine...


a big thank you to AE IN..
you teach me lot,well..it's really sweet to be with you!

i love you
that's what i want to let you know through here
and thanks to you caring me..can i say so,that's why i'm crying for!


please come back hurry....im missing you here...


xoxo

rainy day...

raining raining...

what you doing there??

chilling with coffee?

blogging??

playing online game?

study?

dancing??

anyway, it's really bored when you need to pack a lot of stuff and carried all the stuff GO HERE and GO THERE!!

sometime i love friday much..but sometimes not.. every friday and saturday working with a lot of costume and for sure,i will stayed my friend's house!! this is why i need to bring a lot of things!!

my schedule for friday,saturday and sunday! friday- rehearsal,going off to kl and find my stuff,and show! saturday- going to friend's studio opening and teaching waacking trial class,of course rush to kl for show after my trial class! sunday-no more rest!! 3pm going to puchong for street jam and party till night!!!

thought can rest at home on monday,but warafak!! almost forgot i got class somemore!!

....
...

at least i got things to do!!

i won't get bored with it...hahaha

just tiring!!! -.-

whatever.....


i miss shelby much!!! she is my power!!! haha

end up with my pic...=)


xoxo

the day before...

finally..

im happy with that..

but

i still remember last time how we met,how you be good with me..

yea..

i keep telling myself.. seven please forget about it!

but i can't..

still stubborn with it..

finally i know i can't let them away from me..

only time let them fly away from here.

it's a nightmare or ??

i'm sorry with my problem and screw everything up..

and make it worst

it's bad....

i'm sorry

after that

at least i know what's my feeling for u

and u never turn back and looking me

i remember that~

although the feel is wack.

but i'm really glad to know everything about u

2011

should forget you

like a snake with poison

and bring that to me..

although im not dead

but that's hurt..

thank you stranger..

as good as well..

一首想給媽媽的歌～

a song for my mum..and thanks for my friends to sharing this song to me,it's really touching and nice by KZ ( sanGfan生番)
here's the lyrics.
and the link too

sanGfan Presents 容易受傷的女人

容易受傷的女人 by KZ

現在將來 你都一直係 喺我心裡面佔一席位
現在將來 你都一直係 喺我心裡面佔一席位
現在將來 你都一直係 喺我心裡面佔一席位
現在將來 你都一直係 喺我心裡面佔一席位

有今生 無來世 你我無分
我講緊 係含辛茹苦嘅母親
細細個 我爸爸已經離開咗
得返細佬妹幾個 仲有你同我
有好多好多個你唔喺度嘅夜晚
照顧細佬妹我被逼學識煮晚飯
學識洗衫 學識換床單
你無望過我一眼 因為每一晚 你都要加班
好少機會坐低 同你慢慢傾計
但我知道你係 好多野收喺心底
你緊張我地 遠遠多過你自己
就晒我哋口味 當自己係後備
粗糙嘅雙手 心裡面嘅傷口
無諗過報酬 有眼淚你將佢倒流
生日唔應該係慶祝我嘅出世
應該係 紀念你好辛苦咁生我出嚟

現在將來 你都一直係 喺我心裡面佔一席位
現在將來 你都一直係 喺我心裡面佔一席位
現在將來 你都一直係 喺我心裡面佔一席位
現在將來 你都一直係 喺我心裡面佔一席位

你從來唔會講 你個心有幾傷
但我見到你喺房 喊濕咗紙巾幾張
你一個養大我哋三個細路仔
轉嚟嘅係 你額頭上面嘅幾條路軌
你捱艱抵夜編織獨家嘅溫暖牌
仲話只係母親嘅天職 我聽見心都暖埋
我諗你嘅勇敢 係最具美感
天跌落嚟 你笑住咁話當被冚
你成日話 如果喺出面比人蝦
返嚟屋企啦 起碼仲有我呢個阿媽
你成日擔心 我哋會受到傷害
你選擇單身 一個人去建立我哋嘅將來
擔心我哋學壞 擔心喺學運會落敗
擔心我哋出夜街 擔心我哋比人拐帶
我記得你成日話 雖然屋企好細
只要我哋一家 人齊親情係最寶貴

現在將來 你都一直係 喺我心裡面佔一席位
現在將來 你都一直係 喺我心裡面佔一席位
現在將來 你都一直係 喺我心裡面佔一席位
現在將來 你都一直係 喺我心裡面佔一席位

每當我唔開心 你會想辦法氹返我
你話好感謝神 安排咗你去生我
你收工幾攰都好 返屋企第一件事
就係擁抱 然後陪我哋睇電視
我好感激你 不過無親口對你講
我將我嘅心意 寫成歌詞 然後放喺你房
希望 你明白我並唔係變咗
我依然係我 雖然笑容係唔見咗
可能因為 工作關係 少咗機會見你
你話我細細個已經係神龍見首不見尾
同以前一樣 你依然係咁醒訓
同以前一樣 我同你都係似足個餅印
唔想令你哭成淚人 滿面淚痕
所以我要保護呢個容易受傷嘅女人
今次我要用歌詞 去表達我嘅心聲
一個押韻 代表一朵康乃馨

現在將來 你都一直係 喺我心裡面佔一席位
現在將來 你都一直係 喺我心裡面佔一席位
現在將來 你都一直係 喺我心裡面佔一席位
現在將來 你都一直係 喺我心裡面佔一席位


*happy mother's day*
~母親節快樂~

放～

之前還想寫一個關於心裡的感受的blog.時間一直拖，直到現在，終於要寫了！

以前
曾經這樣想過，打死我也不會放手，要固執！這樣才會成功！對，固執固然對某事是好的，但不是所有事都要固執才能做到！但直到現在，我明白了！固執，不一定是好事！各位，請你往後面看看，你有傷害過人嗎？傷至別人的心，傷至別人的感受～有人告訴我，做事一定要狠心，不管什麼事情也好，一定要下狠心！以前可能我會，但現在，我不希望有這個機會！為什麼要狠心呢？對，也許你被人傷害過，所以你要做的更好，越狠心，你就會得到你想要的安全感！此時，你有往你周圍看看嗎？身邊的人也許你的狠心，而被受傷害了，你的良心過得了嗎？好，不說！那我問你，冤冤相報何時了？到後來彼此已傷痕累累！這不是也在傷害自己嗎？

有時候
有些人，就是不管任何事，偏偏就是要去！可是你知道身邊的人都在擔心嗎？嚴重的話，也許為了你，咽不下飯，每次都心煩！如果你不想這樣，為什麼不嘗試溝通呢？可能有些人的溝通方式不一樣！對我來說，在溝通時，拿出誠懇的眼神，一副自信滿滿的樣子，和證明給他們看你已經可以照顧自己了，無須擔心的樣子！請問你可以嗎？我到現在也還沒有這樣的樣子！因為我還沒成功，我還沒達到我想要的，所以我要拿些什麼給他們看！可能他們會問一些問題，而你無法答他們，這不是他們的問題，是你自己！因為你無法給自己一個答案，更別妄想要給別人答案！所以總是被問到變啞巴去了！
這就是我的經驗，許多人都遇過這種問題，不防大家可以討論一下啊··

當一個人，可以因為什麼而放棄對自己很重要的東西呢？為什麼就是有這種人？外面的人怎麼想，可以不去理！但你自己呢？良心何在啊？

為什麼不可以嘗試學會看開呢？
這不是一天裡面可以做到的！放開，也是其中在人生里要學習的過程！
想清楚真真的問題所在！可能不是在別人的身上，而是在自己的身上發現到錯誤！
就好像一隻手指指向別人，可是其他的手指都在指著自己
不要一直覺得是錯的，覺得自己是可憐的！不要這樣想，你可以把所有的事變得更美好～

到現在我還在學習，把自己的錯誤更正
盡力做得更好～

280411

無聊的一整天
我真乖，倒是和朋友出門找必需品，可以說一整天都在rawang，其實泡在這裡的感覺不錯嘛！
幹嘛每次都要去到那麼遠呢？哈哈，但是明天還是要到kl啊！難道就不用工作嗎？？

明天我要很hippie
我不管了，超想有酒陪伴的日子，哈哈～
開玩笑，倒是和朋友chill chill來一兩杯還不錯的感覺嗎！
還是有人可以作客，請喝杯啊？
哈哈
別不要臉了

哦，說到不要臉，可讓我想起最近有許多事都和不要臉有關！到底什麼事啊？難道‘不要臉’已經帶出了新潮嗎？算了，撇開不說！

還想暢談今天發生什麼事，但來不及了！pc要借別人用用，所以要快啦！

好，朋友們給個意見吧！想換個髮型，怎樣？想把頭髮給弄卷！！但又想換色！真不知怎樣～想得頭腦快爆了！XD

再來po上一張型女-徐濠縈的照照！
喜歡她的鞋啊！！要上哪找啊？？hmmm...

peace

xoxo

gotcha..

hey did you guys remember blog i posted last few weeks ago?

title :KL and Genting
http://ladysavoon.blogspot.com/2011/04/genting-and-kl-show.html

remember talking about the video we made at genting?
haha..
it's coming out
you had to check that!!

PARTY ROCK(STUPID VERSION)



its really had fun with buddies..

lets party rock again!!

woohooo...

xoxo

Collaboration

GUESS WHAT..

IT'S FIRST INTERNATIONAL COLLABORATION

NEGATIVE X THEOTHERDUCK

'DARE TO BE UGLY,PROVE EM WRONG'


Its OFFICIAL, this crossover will be launched on the 25th of April 2011. More info & pictures please check out the fan page.

Negative-prove em wrong's fan page
www.facebook.com/ProveEmWrong

theOTHERduck's fan page
http://www.facebook.com/pages/theOTHERduck/27042533633

stay tuned..


peace..
xoxo

250411 with lovely family

sometime it's really wack when you hang out with your buddies..

everyone stick with i-phone la,i-pad la, mac-book la,blackberry la ( although im using bb too,hehe)
example like we heading some place and chilling, and in the end ?? ALL ONLINE.PLAYING GAME,TALKING ON THE PHONE,BBM AND ETC

haha.. don't screw..
just let them be..because i'll join them once i get i-phone5!!!! XD

stop rubbishing..

i got lovely lil sis..she so cute and gorgeous!!
say hi to everyone!!
she's a cute and lovely little girl!! and she quite talent in musicality~~
her name - SHELBY

she curious what i'm doing *actually im make up-ing*

so this a pix ,quite funny because she asked me do make up for her,and wanted me to apply eye lash for her! but in the end,she give up for lash because she feel SCARED..lol
haha...

feel like want to pinch her cheeks..too cute ma lil shelby!! lol... *im sound like ..... damn geli siaaa*

opps...
how about her parent?
duh...

Mr. and Mrs.
KELVIN AND YUKI

don't judge them from outside!!
they're crazy,funny,nice,friendly and what else!! anyway, they teach me lot of thing,sharing and caring! one of the most thankful person in my life..woot woot......... thank you very much... KAMXIA!!!

support their FAMILY
if you want to get tattoo or piercing,
click the link below and check out their page.

TATTOO FAMILY

maybe you can drop by their shop and ask for opinion..

address:
Lot LG 084 & G 004, Sungei Wang Plaza, 50250 Jalan Sultan Ismail, Bukit Bintang, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.


peace and enjoy life... =)

work hard

hey..wassup..

sorry been busy for show and rehearsal,time for updates my blog

guys,did u know HANGER magazine?
i'll punch u if u don't know about that.. *na..just kidding*

so glad to collaboration with hanger,its fun and chilling ! hanger magazine usually published twice a month.. its a photoshoot with UNIQLO. and that will publish in end of this month! i love the theme of shoot, it's cargo and chinos collection with uniqlo,and the whole shoot is really really chillax *chilling and relax*! haha..thx to miranda from hanger and julian..

you know like sometime work hard for everything,but sometime i need a break! well , work hard better than free.why say so? maybe i need money..who dont want money right? i'm planing to go travel but failed. money issue, job and family issue, im facing those problem everyday!! stressed always,but it's doesn't matter,it's worth for my life..

my life like a party..
happening always ya.. that sound fun..lol

haha..

pix of the day..

took at GRAFA(ss15) after shoot.. =)


xoxo

200411

最近都在忙什麼？
都在表演啊

那你賺得很多咯～
誰說，屁啦！其實我們都賺得很少啊！

每個工作崗位都有它的辛苦的存在

現在，真的很希望每天都在跳！雖然還會埋怨，因為真的超累的！可是可以每天都在跳，那種感覺真的蠻爽的～哈哈～有些人會說神經病啦！可是，當你休息時，就感覺到：‘唉，為什麼那麼悶啊？好想跳舞啊！’ 其實這是我們的工作～就像普通人去上班一樣～所以別把舞蹈這個職業看得那麼不一樣，我們也是在為自己的工作打拼着！還有，可能還是會有些人覺得舞蹈賺不了錢～對，也許真的賺不了許多，但這就像是在人生買個經驗！錯～是用錢也買不回來的！

舞蹈也是一種藝術
把你的心情帶進去，在呈現出來，不管每個角度，線條，旋律感都抓得好好～用心去把所有心裡想要告訴別人的感覺給帶出來～ 我是否說得有點誇張？？？？？哈哈～不過說真的，跳舞就是享受那種過程，享受那種感覺～

這就是今天突然的感覺吧？
哈哈～
好了，我要去運動了啦～
晚安咯

凌晨

想把題目寫成午夜～
可是有點恐怖，還是把它給換去凌晨好了～嘻嘻

也不知道想幹些什麼，就是睡不著，那就部落一下吧～

剛剛在做夢，在想頭髮幾時才會長呢！雖然對現在的短髮還滿意，可是看見別人的長髮，心裡酸溜溜的，為什麼別人長髮都那麼好看啊！那我的頭髮何時才會長呢？？有點搞笑吧？？明明說很喜歡短髮，那現在又說要長髮！女人真善變！！矛盾～

有時在想，為什麼胸部就不可以再大一點！為什麼皮膚就不可以在白一點！為什麼肚子就不可以再平一點！為什麼身高就不可以再高一點！為什麼！為什麼～ 聽到了，你也會覺得煩！簡單說一句！人是不會滿足的！要是滿足了，世界上就不會一直發展了啦！

這就是女子的心聲啦！是會去想一想～可是，實際一點吧！都已成事實了，就不該埋怨那麼多，想一下讓自己開心點就好了啦～哈哈哈～

至少我很開心能夠活在這世上就好了！

在凌晨，又無聊的我！完成這一篇，就該去減肥了啦！哈哈～我知道我太瘦了，我會努力增肥，可是會減掉肚腩！！把討厭的肚腩拿走！！

晚安了啦～

100411

its great to stayed at home..
save up my money and get what i want on may!!
XD

sorry for late updated..
went to kuantan for camel black & white regional launch agenda at hyatt hotel~
we're dancers for the launch..nothing special to post it.. XD

APRIL..this is a poor month for me!! seriously,no INCOME!!!:( keep waiting for show money,and its fucked up!! i have no idea when i can get all the money..maybe after two months? or more then that?? hell yeah.. hopefully get all the money as soon as possible *finger cross*

like i said.. no money .. so i'm not going out for shopping in this month!! i hate when i saw some nice stuff at this moments,because u got no money to buy it! i bet alot of peoples understand my feelings.. JUST LOOK BUT NOT BUYING..that's suck yo!!

okay..forget about it..

when i look at the mirror.. farking hate my big tummy!! i should cut it off, but im getting lazy!! fucked up lazy!!! activate my motivation now ... please seven!! ur big spider tummy so ugly!! go exercise more..gogogo!!!
go NOW!!!!!!!

:P

pray for japan

Japan just got hit with another earth quake with another tsunami warning.

from the news..

TOKYO: Japan's meteorological agency says it has lifted a tsunami warning for the northeastern coast 90 minutes after a 7.4-magnitude earthquake struck offshore.

the quake hit about 11:30pm thursday japan time,(10:30pm in malaysia time)

Officials said Thursday's quake was a 7.4-magnitude and hit 25 miles (40 kilometers) under the water and off the coast of Miyagi prefecture. The quake that preceded last month's tsunami was a 9.0-magnitude.

U.S. Geological Survey gave the preliminary magnitude as 7.4 and it struck off the eastern coast 60 miles (100 kilometers) from Sendai and 90 miles (140 kilometers) from Fukushima. It was about 215 miles (345 kilometers) from Tokyo.

that's the information in the star news..

hope everything will be fine in japan and pray for them!
i'm quite nervous because i've got some of the friends at japan too! after the nuclear plan exploded,and earthquakes hit japan again! what's going on ,EARTH?? are you fell sick?? why everything come with sudden and gone sudden??

we can't help anything now,pray for them please..

check this-updated at 23:35 JST 7,april 2011

Tsunami Information (High Tide Time and Estimated Tsunami Arrival Time at each place)

handmade stuff..

i wish am so talented like her..

miss vicky aka my sis ..
we both look a same because of our style..
she worked for part time dancer and make up artist too..
why am said she is talented?? i'm not even know she can do such of thingy when the first time i meet her in dance studio. she look wild and crazy,doesn't look like a female too..haha..oppsie,sorry!!

but

there some cute and handmade stuff made by her..
want to share with my friends..
check out her blog...

Hue Vicky's

that you can see some cute handmade dolls..
like this
or
or
or

my favorite dolls..
cute rabbits
how about some hot stuff..??
bikinis ofcoz..

there she is..the model inside this pix..
hot girl as well!! hue vicky..

so please support ma girl..
you can check out her fb as well

Hue Vicky AuntieGrandmama (Aunty Mum)

peace and love..

Genting and KL show..

went to genting highland again for ANUGERAH BINTANG POPULAR 2011..
opening show with azlan(azlan & the typewriter) , ning baizura, adira and farhan.
and backup for dato' siti nurhaliza..she a cute,friendly and nice person! so glad to danced with her..

first im quite bored for saturday! we need to be there for rehearsal with artist and till late! it's fine although so tiring! what's thing in my mind after rehearsal?? okayy..am feel so fuck because of PMS!! headache,pain,and dizzy for whole day!! i should take some rest but can't!! SO FINE!!
at last,am so HAPPY because kelvin,yuki and zicho bring beers for us!! so lovely..although me in pms mood,i don't care once i get beers!! lol... and sharing with yuki! such a lovely night.. ;)

the worst thing..
we need to wake up at 11am but we slept at 5am!!
so what we call?? 抵死！！
hahaha...
luckily we're not late because some of the peoples late then us!! so whatever.. XD

waiting is wack,u know why?? i doesn't like to wait!! wasted time,and kinda mad about it??
so we just wait and wait until the call time..so what we can do on that fucking long long period? everything like changed the cloths,gossiping,dancing * syok sendiri we called*, bullshiting, singing like nobody care and many else!! oppss..there some DOPE shit we can't lose it!!! sounds dope right?? what's that??

...
...
..

EVERYDAY IM SUFFLING
party rock anthem by LMFAO

check them out..

you can found some dancers in the mv like quest crew..
wooohoooo...

okayy..let me tell you some secret!! a new video will coming soon.. *shhhhh..*
alright,that's all ..check out my blog once i updated ..
XD

finally..we're done!! good job everyone..haha..it's good to dance with all dancers!
it's really tiring

rush back to kl and stayed with my buddies so we can go flash mob on next day!

enjoy everyday with full of fun and joy!! this is what we've got,happening everyday ,and EVERYDAY WE SUFFLING...haha

peace everyone..=)

come out with new look for dato' siti..
this is what i've wore for the last show..backup song BUKAN CINTA BIASA by dato' siti nurhaliza..become like wonder girls with von,yvonne,nadiha,nita,nadiah,mahani and lynn..

don't worried..that's a hair wig!!

XD

20110329

my mum said i'm old fashion! really??
okay,she not acceptable what i'm wearing now..
maybe i love something special,something different and she don't like it..this is what we always fighting for..hahahaha


madonna rock~

back to topic.. i'm going to buy some wig for myself..so bored with my short hair!! we should try something new right? so don't worry,will post up 'LONG HAIR SEVEN' pixie as soon as possible,but don't laughing okay?? i know it's weird and funny!!! LMFAO.. haha

for those who love dancing..

please come and join 1G waacking workshop at Raydio dance academy,klang~

she is the princess IHOW (korea)
check out the event as well..
1G waacking workshop

get your slot as fast as possible because there got a new classes at 8pm till 930pm!
Date : 29 March (Tues)

Fee : RM75

Time : - 6.00pm - 7.30pm
- 8.00pm - 9.30pm

kindly contact
016-9198813 / 016-6687686

she been coming for workshop before, unfortunately i got show on that day!! fucked up!! :(
remember the last time i saw her is singapore code edge 2010! she take part in solo category , i was crazy when i'm saw her dancing with her damn attitude..like OMG and keep shouting like nobody care, haha!!! so what i'm waiting for?? get my slot and take her class!! finally!!! yeah yeah... ;)

well.. my schedule is full now! rehearsal and show,rehearsal again and show again! quite busy in this few weeks,but that's good for me!!! so i can earn more money and traveling taiwan,bangkok,vietnam and singapore! yeappieee..

what's time is now? 2:18 am..
i should heading my bed and sleep well!!
i even haven done my stuff yet and i was not feeling well..stomachache again!! damn.. because i ate mc.d ayam goreng(spicy) in this afternoon?? there like something burning inside my tummy! =(

whatever ..
good night and sweet dream all!
i got rehearsal at 2pm!! arrgggg..tomorrow is tiring day yo!!


-.-

Time- fly like a G6

時間過得蠻快的！

轉眼間已經快到四月了！

先來報一報最近的事物！

相信許多人都有去看或在電視上看到第二屆 My Astro 至尊流行榜頒獎典禮

很想再看重播，想看看跳得怎樣！不過很開心和那麼多位dancers一起練習，一起表演！當中也學了很多東西！chriz, dennis, monkey, billy, joe, joey, noel, akiyo, momoko, boojae, fuzz, faruq, mimi, elaine, jackson, 還有我的隊友becky and von! we rock together yo...

奇妙，總是讓你的生活帶起了不少顏色，也閃亮了你的世界！
當你關起燈，你是完全看不到任何的東西！但過了不久，就會發現到黑暗裡還是會有光的！

我愛上了這種奇妙的東西～
就感覺到很溫暖～

天旋地轉～哈哈～
這兩張，我很喜歡！雖然不是很好，就不知為什麼感覺上很溫暖！
謝謝xander借我相機 =)

好了
不多話了～
真的很想睡覺，老娘今天很累了！晚安咯～
eh..wait..
i wanna post some photo took at genting highland
time to show off..haha..
showing my ketiak!! haha..its not smelly！ okay!!

chi von with me!! she so sexy in the pixie..

3 of us.. sexy von, act cute seven and handsome chriz..-.-

my homie!! both of us from the same HUTAN! haha.. miss akiyo

end up with a silly face!!
i bought the cap at genting too! and i love it so much!!
so i just wore it for whole day~ haha

life is full of joy..

=)

About the hottest

i saw a video from youtube!! its a GUY!! they dance with heels and gorgeous outfit!! and they're HOT!!
please welcome...

KAZAKYthey got nice body shape!! good dance skill!! i think that's enough! they're hottest guy from ukraine!! Do you wonder who are they?
So, their names - Cyril, Stas, Arthur, and Oleg.

kazaky - LOVE
listen to kazaky music...love it and thumb up!!!

okay..peeps!!
going to bed soon..how about you guys??
i was so tired because of woke up late and rush to rehearsal without my breakfast and my make up too!! haha

i would like to write something before that!
Thx to my friends all the way from vietnam- thach son tung(kid nasty) , nguyen mau ha(small river) , phuc (sexz) , nghia(btwo) and do thanh tu(satan),last but not least RICHARD!! they're so lovely!! i'll never forget you guys! im still remember how i hancai with you guys at singapore and muar!!
halley crew,fire crew and cypher crew from vietnam with kenny kentz and VON at batu cave!

and i met a lot of bboy from all the world! INDO,SPORE,US,UK,AUS,JAPAN,KOREA,CHINA,THAI..etc
nice to meet you guys.. its a good moment with all.. =)

end up
with stupid face
haha
night...
xo

怎樣的人·····

別再說廢話了

我已經無法原諒我自己的錯誤！

怎樣的人就過怎樣的生活！

現在我明白了許多！至少我要改！可不像你們，別再厚臉皮了！你們真的是在害人啊！你們明白嗎？把你們的嘴給關起來，好嗎？

我開始對你們很反感！真的有點想要吐的感覺！

最好別讓我看到你們出現在我面前對我說廢話，如果你不想我當眾ignore你！

對不起，只想放放鬆！

讓我鬆了這口氣吧！！

地球，已經病了！

這段時間我在新加坡，因為都沒時間上網，所以都沒看到有關於日本的報導！

星期五從朋友那兒得知日本大地震，是8.9級地震！還不時有餘震！有不少人失踪，死亡和受傷！這真的是很恐怖！因為地震而引來的海嘯！這讓日本有更多的死傷～現在因為地震和海嘯，導致日本福岛第一核电站的1号机组在12号发生爆炸，3号机组也发生氢气爆炸，随后，2号机组反应堆冷却系统也停止运转，面临爆炸风险！福岛县政府确认，目前有22人受到核辐射污染！

地球已經變了！不～在這之前已經開始在變了

可以讓這地球更好嗎？

多少無辜的人失去了生命？

現在我們感覺不到它的變化！當它來的時候，你會覺得太遲了！

請愛惜地球！

請看

Massive Tsunami Engulfing Japan After M 8.9 Earthquake

xo..

you steal my heart away

get back again..

throw the rubbish and get back with the fresh!

checking lookbook everyday..
i found a girl that so stylish and i love it so much..
whatever she wore like a princess from wonderland..
she is shanshan from osaka..

check out the way she is...
the way she mix and match totally look awesome~
all accessories so cute and nice..how we find it in malaysia?

anyway..
i would like to share some hot boys to you all...
i love their style too..
sometime
they can wear like a girl too..
they got their own style..


hey...did you guys know him?
famous and hawttttt...
ANDREJ PEJIC
i've post before
can u imagine..he pretty and the soul..i have no idea about that!!
just check by yourself~
he born this way..
sexy eyes and lips with blond long hair..
why he can so............... amazing

this is what he got...
i like you so much andrej!!!!

enjoy~

=)