生活-时间

生活过得好快！一针一秒就甘过佐！
依几日多的好充实，可能有野做呱！唔知～自己觉得过到好充实，但系好攰！好想休息然后行下街，放松下自己！过得甘逼，做人都唔开心啦！

寻日帮朋友庆祝生日！讲好我系个条出计仔既人！点都要早D到既!点知有show做！害我差D迟到啊！不过好彩！仲有班废柴帮我啊！！！多谢！shit!佢地唔识听嘎！terima kasih banyak banyak kepada kawanku!! TK,FUAD,ADAM···paling penting JA! haha..terkorban banyak la tu! ofcoz tu si VON! happy birthday ..sebelum birthday masih nak emo2 lagi! haha..akhirnya,tu la suprise! lagipon,abg JOE! happy birthday too!

好啦！最近睇佐一套电影！叫做“TAKERS”！！唔错啊！真系好好睇啊！尤其系动作既部分！当然，边道会错过靓仔啦！hayden christensen！可以讲系美男啊！系依部电影佢虽然早死但系佢既戏份都有好多下嘎！仲有chris brown, T.I, paul walker..等等！
大家记得要睇啊！=)

几快又要过完十月啦！十一月一到，就会好忙啦！都好既，唔系既话闭关系屋企都会闷死啦！又可以赚钱喔！唔爽咩？（其实我都唔想噶！钱难搵啊！）
下个月又要俾更多钱！为左我既Blackberry！犯贱啦我！无钱学人fing黎做乜野！！LOL..

临睡前来一张相先！

带著副眼镜有型D!!!系话？？哈哈哈～
最近我最爱既墨镜,带D旧风味，vintage甘既feel!系我最中意！！

早抖啦～～～啦～～啦～～～

xoxo

BADDEST again!!!

lick it babe!!

fucking addicted to tattoo!
but sorry...i have no tattoo on my hand,my leg,my back..
but i got it too!!! post b4! i think u guys know ..
some of the pixies!! HOT

they so hot for me!

ink is art~~i love INK!

here is some of the pixies found it from net!
check it out!

she got beautiful eyes~
hot snap and pixies...
i love the way she mix and match!

love it...
i love her shoes..did u guys saw it?
nice jumpsuit! she so amazing!
punch my eyes..this is so nice wey! i will wear it in msia!
2 diff style and they look good..i love the left one! nice shirt!
feel like want to get one!

and now with the cool stuff..this is the most longer post in my blog!! haha..
because all is pixies..haha..

i love this spec much!! cool and best! LOL..
i wonder if i wear it..can i saw everything or just like a toy?
it's ok..still love it! =P

aite...end of this ...
going to sleep soon...
pecae yaw..=)

lifestyle

so guess?
haha..get my new phone d! BLACKBERRY.finally! promise to my friends from few months ago want to get BB..now only get it! trouble is come for me now! i duno how to use BB..WTF! and now want to go digi centre change my maxis to digi! because digi is more cheaper! haha..now i know imma stupid dum dum! my mum scolding me because i bought new phone! oopss..sorry la! i really want to get it from long time ago!

so...
this is lifestyle?
no phone no life!

i think so

for me..

no food no life

haha...i like to eat but my stomach not so good,always sick! hate u..

actually no everything no life! like family,friends....etc

so
appreciate everything ..

xoxo

short story~~~~

ERMMMM...

stop bogging few days ago because of show ..
and now..
time to blogging!
SHORT STORY FOR TODAY..
going to bukit jalil for skate competition!
FML..
me and von panjat bukit sampai atas for watching skate competition..u know what..fucking hot today! sweating like hell after PANJAT BUKIT! siap we reach to the top,have no any food store or restaurant at there,so we need to climb back and having our BRUNCH..kelakar right? of cause sweating again!
i'm fuckng pek cek because of sweating and smelly! luckily fuad coming for skate comp ,if not we need to panjat bukit lagi! night got show some more,that's why i don't like this wey! YUP,one more thing...PMS! I HATE PMS...why don't you come at last week!! you visit me this few days! i really don't like it! fucka ducka PMS! want to congratz to my friends awhile! USHER .congratz to you for getting first place! adam and azreen tooo=)
with the dark night!
HENNESSY ARTISTRY AT MIECC..
alot peoples dou!!!! im arrive at 830pm..but have to wait till 9pm...the others reach at 10pm!!so me and koko wait till fat mou!
having fun with the dancers,they so dope and sexy!!! haha...but we never talk! like kayu with kayu! but it's ok!
dope events..alot peoples celebrate it! of cause we have artist performance...mizz nina,da mouth...etc! but we still on ..enjoy the party time...

NOW...
my ankle is damn pain!!because of high heels..wearing heels for dancing! ENJOY but too pain..asyik2 nak mcm ni!

alright...time to bed..i wan my bed and zhu zhu!!! miss my home...lol...nevermind,tomorrow going to sunway for my BB...yeah...yahooo~ happy-ing!!!!!!! aafter i get it..first BBM...hahaha...addicted to it! LOL...

so cya tomorrow...good night everyone!

photography..

最近爱上了photography，艺术性的～

在忙的时间里，还是会抽出一小段的时间来看看！
不多说，来看看别人的杰作吧！

章鱼保罗出名了，美女都爱上他了！哈～

颓废，我喜欢～

sweet and love...=)

she is so glamorous...

power of fashion..

vintage rock......

新和久，个人比较喜欢怀旧风～

好吧～
明天再接下去吧！
各位晚安了～
good night to all of my friends...=)

A HAPPY DAY OF ME

之前的post比较伤感

但在同一时间想要分享‘我开心的一天’

saturday
这一天充满阳光气息，虽然带着疲惫的身子，但还是可以感觉到那股气息·
地点是在putrajaya某个地方
在这一区，并没有许多人，不像城市般繁忙，人山人海
由于地点比较偏辟所以不见得有许多人在这里出没
更别说是熟人
所以很放心··
很开心可以认识到新朋友，看来我的圈子里都快爆满了
来这里尬的人都不是我们身边朋友认识的
和他们沟通了，觉得他们蛮友好的，也很风趣！爱说话，爱搭讪是他们最爱的，也许他们会觉得奇怪，那么大的场地怎么会出现了两位女生，而且素未谋面，哈～
也很快和大家混熟了，该感谢带我们接触这种场面的人！


到了夜晚，摇滚之夜
爱上夜晚的我，当然是享受着那种感觉啊！
在夜晚里，当然喜欢看见灯光在表演那样般闪烁着
这就该选在城市里
走在街道上，听着最爱的摇滚乐，总是有种说不出口的感觉
也许每个人的口味不一样吧··
偏偏我就是特爱这种怪感觉
这就是为什么当上了夜猫子，夜夜不想归家···
在这种时候，和朋友嘻嘻哈哈，走过每个街道，穿梭在人群中，看着漂亮的灯光，不管多不开心也好，心情总会平静许多



sunday
充满食物的一天
怎么说呢？
从下午的烧烤乐，到晚餐的鱼
这可让我饱足两天，分量太多了
吃得都快要吐出来
但我满足，今天也算是另外一种快感
也许有些人说是折磨自己的肠胃，但吃到美食，那种感觉是不会忘记的！
好久没这样了，看来是时候减肥了，肚子快涨得走不了！这还得了吗？？
晚上时分，还和朋友到mamak
点了块印度沙律煎饼(roti salad)
又再享受食物了
一整天被食物引诱着，快受不了了，哈～
明天该少吃了，得好好照顾自己的身材，走样就完蛋了啊～
我还要表演的吧····

喜怒哀乐
每个人都有的吧！
顺其自然吧
过得开心就好了～～


end with love..peace out~

反复的心情～

每个人都有心情不定的时候！偏偏就要在最忙的时期里碰上心情不定，情绪化！本人最近心情不是很好，也不知道为了些什么！有时候觉得这样很幼稚！很想把自己隔在一边！让自己冷静下来！

但有些时候～

开心总有的····

表演让自己暂时忘了烦恼，开开心心，享受在舞台上表演的机会···
对···
学习放开是最好的，不管怎样逼自己，甚至这样会更糟糕

学习着···
学习着放开自己，让自己飞得更高更远，让自己越战越勇，让自己活得更好，让自己更成熟，让自己学的更多···

···反复的心情···


让它而去吧～

心情很烦

没什么心情啊！最近怎么了？？一直都很烦····具体来说，就是自己想太多！每个人都只有一个头脑！为什么我还要想那么多啊！令到自己心烦气躁！这样对自己好吗？别人叫你不要烦了，偏偏你就是要去想那么多！seven啊seven!是怎么了啦？？？

比赛，表演，钱，感情，想到都头痛了！！明天要去买药吃，补一补我的脑～

刚和朋友出来谈天！说真的！我腻了～对这种世界腻了！很想让自己有另外一种感觉，去享受我的生活！可是现在是过渡期···········！是时候停了，别再玩了啦··seven！可是我没有啊？？现在会怕了吧！好想找一个人谈一谈！看来，暂时性是没有的！

好想到外面透透气···享受大自然！让自己感觉清静一点！头痛啊！

有时候我很想哭！我看到失败的自己，也摇起头来！对着镜子说···为什么你那么没用！！别人问我台上的自信从哪来的？我说：“舞蹈让我有自信”！可是下了舞台，自信也会跟着消失！辛苦哪有人知道呢？我一直逼自己做得更好！可是有时候，我真的没兴趣想要做，偏偏就是一定要做！唯有硬着头皮上！有时候听到家里人对我放话，我好想把自己隐藏起来！我不想做，就别逼我！好吗? 在外面已经有许多事要烦，回到家想清静一点，也不行吗？？？

脸上常带笑容，背后的秘密哪人知啊！往往表面上都是在骗人的！

每个人都很累了！我也没有心情想要开玩笑！就算有多好笑的事情，我也不觉得好笑吧？这就是心情的影响！也许有一天，我成功了！那我就真的会笑，还是发自内心地笑出来！哈～每个人都会这样吧！

我希望明天是一个晴朗天！

睡一觉，把所有不开心都给收起来！

晚安～ =)

short update~

没什么！就今天发了小脾气！可能自己最近的心情都不稳定吧！也不知道自己在想些什么，你说得对，你不知道我在想些什么！连我自己也不知道，更何况是你！每个人都有不一样的心情和想法，总是会突然间地变化！前一阵子，总是再想着很多事情！到今天还是一样！担心这个，担心那个！想要给自己机会休息，可是就是做不了！为什么？为什么会变得这样？？

今天排了第三个舞蹈！算是不错了！还要在改变！每个人要求都是完美的，虽然稍微有点不整齐，一步一步来，一定可以做到的！

接下来，希望可以得到不少的表演！可以说是，等钱用吧！！最近也一直省吃，省买了！还是很难存到啊！怎么办啊！由谁来救救我啊！

我很累啊！不是说很累想睡觉！是对现在的路很累···要怎么走啊！很难啊！！！

haih..hope everything will be fine! so bored .....

baddest female is back!

alright..back to last weekends!
saturday went to ZOUK for freestyle show performing with vicky,kellyn and coco! good experience and nice to know you guys! after show performance ,went to NZ garden supper with von,azreen and zari! finish supper and going snooker with them too! please NOTE! lady seven really wack in SNOOKER!! u guys just watch it..what i've done!!
WACK LADY SEVEN (must watch)

sunday..performance for 8tv showdown street festival! i wish i could sleep at there because so fucking tired! time pass time! hmmm...around 10hours at pyramid! just wait until crew performance start! penat gile dowh! finish show,we rush for saiful's wedding at mont kiara! DOPE wedding...heart it! and congratulation!! again..supper and beer with von,zari and tk! BEER..i love beer! make me like crazy! crazy for someone! miss him suddenly! not to tell u guys!! just guess..=)

our friend in hospital now,waiting operate ...hope he will be fine!

NEXT!!
my target...blackberry but fashion is more important for me! like my life...
















































































































yeppie, time for sleep! sleep with vogue beats and old school beats~
they're look amazing rite? power of art!! huhu~~

enjoy ya..bye....

about feeling

feel like shit from just now untill now..finally end of all,but i'm not feel better at all! i wonder why he know that..but it's doesn't matter anymore and just only a small problem, i wonder why i'm sad?! make every effort to tell myself okay,but lying to myself! i knew that thing,and i know you care about that,but you said okay! just let it be! for sure i won't be happy when i knew that! my bad =(

just want to shout at here,know what! first time feel like want to run and hiding myself..like just now going to yamcha session,i want to ciao when i heard that! first word in mind is shame~ shame to myself and hate myself! beside that,i start to bite my nails when i feel *shit*! haha..try to keep it long but now tak jadi dah! i'm not angry,just shock and he keep asking me the same topics...so i keep quiet and no expression! but my heart is numb and hurt because our relationship like piece of glasses separated between us,and may be forever or a short period! but how do you know? maybe i think too much!


i wish i can leave malaysia as soon as possible! why?? because of many things..for my future,for my family,for my friends,for myself! some of personal reason! i can't wrote too much..this is the bad thing!! want to keep something for myself! mysterious?? nah......lazy to wrote,cheh..POYO!!! sometime i hate here,sometime i love here! haha..confuse right? but this is my blog,sure need to update my post right! i've no choices! okay...come back for the reason leaving malaysia! sorry..just want to wrote in mandarin..没有特别的！只是想出去散心，学更多的东西！人就是这样，心情不好就吵着要出去～心情好就当着没事发生！我也是同一类！可能我现在心情不怎么好所以就这样想了！其实我心里想了很久，要是我能够出国那有多好啊！只是碍于家里人吧！说过了，这条路就是这样！有许多人不认同的，所以他们也不认同你的想法和做法！就算解释多番还是一样‘得个桔’！！为什么好难说服啊？是我嘴巴太懒了吧，而且又爱开玩笑，所以大家都认为想法还很幼稚！这我不知道，但是我会看人吧，意思是与不同的人，说话方式就不一样！朋友们就开玩笑些，要我认真起来，是可以的！在我认真的时候，可能你会发觉到不一样了！每个人都是样的吧？！

怎么说了，心情稍微低落了！事情过了，就让它随风而去吧···因为再怎样说也好，也无法拉回来！但我会封闭一阵子吧！怎么说心情也不会好过···

就这样，自然而然就会飘走了～

一切听天由命吧！顺其自然就好了···

只是想写一写，没其他意思！当时发泄吧！
ps:发觉到最近很爱哭，变了爱哭鬼！不管周围的事，歌，戏的剧情，还是想象的东西！只要伤心，感动，开心，失落都会哭～那就让我哭吧！哭了心情会好一点！但别浪费自己的眼泪！女生要把自己做得更好！！眼泪还是省一省···值得的事，就值得你哭！坚强·····
be strong and believe yourself!

-,-

镜头下的我～

说过了！我不会摆姿势，我还很生硬吧！真的有些难度啊，在镜头下的我可以做出任何东西！尤其是搞笑的！要我摆出感觉来！还真难～

拍了一辑照片～自己觉得怎么感觉怪怪啊！觉得自己好像一只没有灵魂躯壳一样！就是很生硬就对了啦！先让你们看一看吧！




































by sum yee mok..




















































































by jayy stan~

暂且就放出这几张吧！
期待其他的～因为还未edit好吧！等着吧！！

临睡前，来一个愿望！
我要存钱买电话，之后就需要用好多钱了！所以一定要趁现在存钱买电话啊！说得有些奇怪，下一次再解释吧！好想睡了啦～

晚安啊～

=)

random MESC 2010

i went to mont kiara last saturday and sunday for MALAYSIA EXTREME SPORT CHAMPION 2010.. going wit azreen,tk and von! and meet up our poyo BRO-fuad and ja!! sorry about that,events was great and fun,but i can't enjoy it because i'm still confusing with myself and abit moody! it's was great...still can enjoy abit!

early morning take train to sg.buloh meet up azreen and tk then pick up von at kl sentral! what a busy day! haha..we though we late because we arrive around 11am..but the events start around 1 or 2pm!! guess..what we doing there? hahaha...blow water with von and camwhore!!
this is pixies~



















the only 2 cina amoi at mont kiara!! this is the 1st day~take picture with iphone4~~nice right?
luckily bone is there..borrow the mask from him and take some pix!! i love the mask! look like scary but nice..



















here we go with other friends...=)



















im not sure what his name,he from brazil.but they call him ALEJANDRO..hahahaha~~
with the sleepy cat! TK...like very yeng one right?! haha~



















finally start competition already! 1st is rollerblade,2nd is skateboard and 3rd is bmx..
quite cool! and congratulation for fuad,tk,azreen and ja!! they in finalist!

the next day!! with the tiring mood and my eyes even can't open yet!! din sleep well..=(
early morning follow von going to sunway for IPOD TOUCH! some dopers bought their ipod ..wow..macam yes jer!! after that,heading to mont kiara~

same like 1st day.. wait around 3hours and the event start!!

camwhore queen burning von's camera!! hahaha~~
this one is dope...me and ja! like brother!!! with the sepet!!!!!















me and mr.fuad..his cute boom hair! rambut kerinting!!



















and me..lady seven..=)



















my eyes look more sepet ..hahaha~

we leaving early! not sure who is the winner..but they said is ADAM KEPONG..one of their friend! hmm..i think so~~

this is mesc...end with tired mood! haha...
how about ni hao?? lol...joke of the day!!

=)

wanna be?？

i'm emo everyday? no..i'm just want to release myself,and sharing my feeling at here! it's NOT EMO! nowadays,people change alot! we not even know what they want or what they thinking! but there is not my business,what i should care for it? i have my problem and i want to solve it everyday.. but sure welcome you share with me and thx to sharing too! don't look at me and ask me to answer what u think! i'm not in your mind,i can't feel you sometime,even i explaining like 15454445812times..and you never listen my words! so why i want to explaining again? i'm lazy with that! maybe you still younger!!

aite..stop with it! new topic please...

i want to get a new phone,haha..BLACKBERRY...i coming!! wait for me!! LOL... friend asking me why don't you buy iphone!! and i ask him back..u pay for me? i'm not the rich one,and problem financial..so don't ask me again! i bet you will get a punch from me..hahahahahahaha~i'm not gonna tell my mum,i know she will scolding me when she know that! bad daughter...

my sister getting married soon...on 10/10/10...this is a big day!! with best chingu-ding dong bell's birthday! she got a party at 9 oct..i should go or? hmmm....and 10 oct..actually i have to go ipoh for helping my sister! but 8tv showdown street festival in same day! clash..sorry for my sis because i'm not going! i hope i'll be there....=(

ending...
i want to eat supper,ofcoz i want to care myself too! need to keepfit! sure you guys scolding me because too skinny,still want to slimming!! eh...i got big tummy!!! everyone call me boncit!! you thought i want to slimming??? i am sad with my boncit..now i realize i am lazy person! lazy to excercise,like to eat so much.....although i am dancer! it doesn't mean i have no boncit!! sometime i proud with it! hahaha....as long as i'm happy..right? so just let it be,everyday sit-up and stop supper from now! i bet i will fail with that! haha...

flash back to my playlist! i found peterpan and listen it whole night long! they're my favourite band,from indonesia.. MUNGKIN BILA NANTI,BINTANG DI SURGA... they still fresh for me! love the songs so much! link here for bintang di surga..
MV bintang di surga ... touching video too!! OMG...

2:30am, malaysia! bye and good night~ sweet dreams to all of you! and miss T so much.. ta~~~~~~~~~~

SHIT DAYS...

apa yang paling penting dalam hatimu?
apa yang anda mahu ?

sometime we should not thinking too much! it's not good for health! ya...but i have no idea and wth i'm thinking now! just only a dream..but it's keep showing in my mind! so? what the mean for? ya..i'm really headache for this! HEADACHE~

same with others..they're most important to me! just let it be~~

with the funny shit! i hate ktm malayisa! me almost fainted inside the train..because too many people there! BREATHLESS...people keep pushing like nobody care! why be like that? so please..attention! switch on the air-con @@ aku memang xnak pengsan kat dalam kereta-api!bongok la tu! siap lagi semua orang tengok i!! ==


before bed time..

still headache...i'm not to eat panadol anymore! i'm used to it so control my mind and blaaaaa....
i want to sleep now! tomorrow 3pm practice with soul krazy! and class at kepong!! busy rite? nah...bullshit~

good night everyone! =)
anyway...i'm ok now...

有一天～

有一天，所有的事物都会有变化的！
不管是人，还是其他的～

别人说，要好好过日子··因为你真的不知道接下来会发生些什么事！
有什么事都该趁年轻吧！但有时候年轻所做的总会后悔～
这些都是再看自己本身吧？

年轻的我们总是想飞出去，闯出一片天空···
家人总会反对，因为他怕你们出去了，在你还未飞上天的时候，受伤了···
家人总是在关心我们··只是我们不明白···
人世间的事物，就在你回头看一看···所有的事情都变了！
到时候，雨水和泪水参杂在一起···模糊了视线···后悔当初！
我也是过来人···有时真的很不喜欢····但是他们都是我敬爱的人！
我个人比较情绪化··容易欢喜，容易忧伤···
我每次和家人吵架后都会冷静地在想···就算我再怎样和他们吵···
他们都不会改变自己的主观··可以说，有时候我家人是比较固执的！
但有些朋友说是太固执～我笑说··能怎样啊！我已经习惯了···
已经和他们一起生活了那么多年···我已经习惯了啊！
倒过来···有时候，我不在家···都会想起家人！想起家的味道！
现在的我···与之前的我是有些差别！之前的我就是很幼稚，一直要飞出去··
虽然现在要飞出去，但我还是会三思！凡事都请三思啊！
哈～也许吧！想得多了！人也比较老了！感觉自己就像个老头子那样！
有些心思还未成熟的，是时候了吧！
哦····目标！!定下目标，努力往前走···不是说要闯就闯···要有目标的吧！
但有些人一出世就有贵人帮助··这就很难说了～
像我这一种···其实我不应该活着这样的生活····
我应该像个普通的女孩！到了这个年纪，应该是去上college或者做工之类的！
但我选择了另一条路！
爸妈都说我选错了！我会后悔的！
就在我选了这条路的时候····我告诉自己！不可以后悔～
也要坚强地做好自己！拼出成绩来！这就是目标！
要一直向前走，失败了在努力地爬起来！
所以什么事情都要‘硬撞’··什么事都和家人吵！
可是我错了～现在会想了，就会明白一切～
我很喜欢我现在·····我喜欢我的工作···
有时候还是会埋怨···可是我还是那么的喜欢！
这类的工作··说辛苦···是一定会有的！每份工作都有辛苦和压力···
是看你自己如何去掌握，如何去解决！
只要过得开心就好了！
伤心总会有的！没有了伤心，哪来的快乐？
人没有失败，哪来的成功？
enjoy your life ..appreciate what you got...
珍惜眼前的一切···

我努力···也想要证明给家人知道，从走到会飞过程中的一切～
并不会让他们失望！希望他们会明白吧！
接下来的努力是没有白费的！

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