很辛苦.....真的...

真的很累很辛苦！
虽然这些都值得的···有时候在想，那么辛苦来干什么？
我最后得到的是零！
反正迟一些都不会想留在马来西亚了！
最近一直这样！搞得我有点精神错乱了～哈～这是真的！！

i'm not fierce...i'm not hot enough...i'm not courageous as well~
just a simple and normal girl!!
i have no idea for those people like me so much!
i'm scared of you...........
that's the reason i've cut my hair off again! so badly
stress...out of control!
seriously, i'm not so really like my life style!

my friends aka my B...
she will leave MALAYSIA to SWITZERLAND on 28th jun ...
speak from my heart
''seriously，i'm not willing you to leave! but you already choose what you want!
i only wish you & promise me take care of yourself! you know we love you....
14days left, appreciate the days with you... while we know each other not so long..
but your smile,your MAT7,your VOICE,your flip flop,& your FACE will always in my heart!!
thanks god gave me a BEST friend..."
all the best & may good luck with you ANGELYNE CILVENDER!!!
MISS YOU!!!

下一场比赛····martial art
我们抽到了silat！是蛮有挑战性的！
尽我们能力做好吧～

接下来····有些人爱说一些失实的事！！
原谅他们还不会想！
我不会再烦他们！！因为这种人令我很反感！一旦接近他们就很不舒服！
拜托····你们！！
我很累，很大压力了！不要再这样！！！！！

我的心情真的很不好过！面对很多事～
真的很辛苦！！！
最近很容易头痛，一直靠药物很不好的！可是还能怎样？？
现在，暂时不想去想后来的事！！一切顺其自然！
没那种时间去想多余的！我只想过我的生活！现在不够时间给我的生活！
我只想痛痛快快做我要做的事！要达成目标！！

fight for my future...fight for my everything...

这就是我要的！