放～

之前還想寫一個關於心裡的感受的blog.時間一直拖，直到現在，終於要寫了！

以前
曾經這樣想過，打死我也不會放手，要固執！這樣才會成功！對，固執固然對某事是好的，但不是所有事都要固執才能做到！但直到現在，我明白了！固執，不一定是好事！各位，請你往後面看看，你有傷害過人嗎？傷至別人的心，傷至別人的感受～有人告訴我，做事一定要狠心，不管什麼事情也好，一定要下狠心！以前可能我會，但現在，我不希望有這個機會！為什麼要狠心呢？對，也許你被人傷害過，所以你要做的更好，越狠心，你就會得到你想要的安全感！此時，你有往你周圍看看嗎？身邊的人也許你的狠心，而被受傷害了，你的良心過得了嗎？好，不說！那我問你，冤冤相報何時了？到後來彼此已傷痕累累！這不是也在傷害自己嗎？

有時候
有些人，就是不管任何事，偏偏就是要去！可是你知道身邊的人都在擔心嗎？嚴重的話，也許為了你，咽不下飯，每次都心煩！如果你不想這樣，為什麼不嘗試溝通呢？可能有些人的溝通方式不一樣！對我來說，在溝通時，拿出誠懇的眼神，一副自信滿滿的樣子，和證明給他們看你已經可以照顧自己了，無須擔心的樣子！請問你可以嗎？我到現在也還沒有這樣的樣子！因為我還沒成功，我還沒達到我想要的，所以我要拿些什麼給他們看！可能他們會問一些問題，而你無法答他們，這不是他們的問題，是你自己！因為你無法給自己一個答案，更別妄想要給別人答案！所以總是被問到變啞巴去了！
這就是我的經驗，許多人都遇過這種問題，不防大家可以討論一下啊··

當一個人，可以因為什麼而放棄對自己很重要的東西呢？為什麼就是有這種人？外面的人怎麼想，可以不去理！但你自己呢？良心何在啊？

為什麼不可以嘗試學會看開呢？
這不是一天裡面可以做到的！放開，也是其中在人生里要學習的過程！
想清楚真真的問題所在！可能不是在別人的身上，而是在自己的身上發現到錯誤！
就好像一隻手指指向別人，可是其他的手指都在指著自己
不要一直覺得是錯的，覺得自己是可憐的！不要這樣想，你可以把所有的事變得更美好～

到現在我還在學習，把自己的錯誤更正
盡力做得更好～

280411

無聊的一整天
我真乖，倒是和朋友出門找必需品，可以說一整天都在rawang，其實泡在這裡的感覺不錯嘛！
幹嘛每次都要去到那麼遠呢？哈哈，但是明天還是要到kl啊！難道就不用工作嗎？？

明天我要很hippie
我不管了，超想有酒陪伴的日子，哈哈～
開玩笑，倒是和朋友chill chill來一兩杯還不錯的感覺嗎！
還是有人可以作客，請喝杯啊？
哈哈
別不要臉了

哦，說到不要臉，可讓我想起最近有許多事都和不要臉有關！到底什麼事啊？難道‘不要臉’已經帶出了新潮嗎？算了，撇開不說！

還想暢談今天發生什麼事，但來不及了！pc要借別人用用，所以要快啦！

好，朋友們給個意見吧！想換個髮型，怎樣？想把頭髮給弄卷！！但又想換色！真不知怎樣～想得頭腦快爆了！XD

再來po上一張型女-徐濠縈的照照！
喜歡她的鞋啊！！要上哪找啊？？hmmm...

peace

xoxo

gotcha..

hey did you guys remember blog i posted last few weeks ago?

title :KL and Genting
http://ladysavoon.blogspot.com/2011/04/genting-and-kl-show.html

remember talking about the video we made at genting?
haha..
it's coming out
you had to check that!!

PARTY ROCK(STUPID VERSION)



its really had fun with buddies..

lets party rock again!!

woohooo...

xoxo

Collaboration

GUESS WHAT..

IT'S FIRST INTERNATIONAL COLLABORATION

NEGATIVE X THEOTHERDUCK

'DARE TO BE UGLY,PROVE EM WRONG'


Its OFFICIAL, this crossover will be launched on the 25th of April 2011. More info & pictures please check out the fan page.

Negative-prove em wrong's fan page
www.facebook.com/ProveEmWrong

theOTHERduck's fan page
http://www.facebook.com/pages/theOTHERduck/27042533633

stay tuned..


peace..
xoxo

250411 with lovely family

sometime it's really wack when you hang out with your buddies..

everyone stick with i-phone la,i-pad la, mac-book la,blackberry la ( although im using bb too,hehe)
example like we heading some place and chilling, and in the end ?? ALL ONLINE.PLAYING GAME,TALKING ON THE PHONE,BBM AND ETC

haha.. don't screw..
just let them be..because i'll join them once i get i-phone5!!!! XD

stop rubbishing..

i got lovely lil sis..she so cute and gorgeous!!
say hi to everyone!!
she's a cute and lovely little girl!! and she quite talent in musicality~~
her name - SHELBY

she curious what i'm doing *actually im make up-ing*

so this a pix ,quite funny because she asked me do make up for her,and wanted me to apply eye lash for her! but in the end,she give up for lash because she feel SCARED..lol
haha...

feel like want to pinch her cheeks..too cute ma lil shelby!! lol... *im sound like ..... damn geli siaaa*

opps...
how about her parent?
duh...

Mr. and Mrs.
KELVIN AND YUKI

don't judge them from outside!!
they're crazy,funny,nice,friendly and what else!! anyway, they teach me lot of thing,sharing and caring! one of the most thankful person in my life..woot woot......... thank you very much... KAMXIA!!!

support their FAMILY
if you want to get tattoo or piercing,
click the link below and check out their page.

TATTOO FAMILY

maybe you can drop by their shop and ask for opinion..

address:
Lot LG 084 & G 004, Sungei Wang Plaza, 50250 Jalan Sultan Ismail, Bukit Bintang, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.


peace and enjoy life... =)

work hard

hey..wassup..

sorry been busy for show and rehearsal,time for updates my blog

guys,did u know HANGER magazine?
i'll punch u if u don't know about that.. *na..just kidding*

so glad to collaboration with hanger,its fun and chilling ! hanger magazine usually published twice a month.. its a photoshoot with UNIQLO. and that will publish in end of this month! i love the theme of shoot, it's cargo and chinos collection with uniqlo,and the whole shoot is really really chillax *chilling and relax*! haha..thx to miranda from hanger and julian..

you know like sometime work hard for everything,but sometime i need a break! well , work hard better than free.why say so? maybe i need money..who dont want money right? i'm planing to go travel but failed. money issue, job and family issue, im facing those problem everyday!! stressed always,but it's doesn't matter,it's worth for my life..

my life like a party..
happening always ya.. that sound fun..lol

haha..

pix of the day..

took at GRAFA(ss15) after shoot.. =)


xoxo

200411

最近都在忙什麼？
都在表演啊

那你賺得很多咯～
誰說，屁啦！其實我們都賺得很少啊！

每個工作崗位都有它的辛苦的存在

現在，真的很希望每天都在跳！雖然還會埋怨，因為真的超累的！可是可以每天都在跳，那種感覺真的蠻爽的～哈哈～有些人會說神經病啦！可是，當你休息時，就感覺到：‘唉，為什麼那麼悶啊？好想跳舞啊！’ 其實這是我們的工作～就像普通人去上班一樣～所以別把舞蹈這個職業看得那麼不一樣，我們也是在為自己的工作打拼着！還有，可能還是會有些人覺得舞蹈賺不了錢～對，也許真的賺不了許多，但這就像是在人生買個經驗！錯～是用錢也買不回來的！

舞蹈也是一種藝術
把你的心情帶進去，在呈現出來，不管每個角度，線條，旋律感都抓得好好～用心去把所有心裡想要告訴別人的感覺給帶出來～ 我是否說得有點誇張？？？？？哈哈～不過說真的，跳舞就是享受那種過程，享受那種感覺～

這就是今天突然的感覺吧？
哈哈～
好了，我要去運動了啦～
晚安咯

凌晨

想把題目寫成午夜～
可是有點恐怖，還是把它給換去凌晨好了～嘻嘻

也不知道想幹些什麼，就是睡不著，那就部落一下吧～

剛剛在做夢，在想頭髮幾時才會長呢！雖然對現在的短髮還滿意，可是看見別人的長髮，心裡酸溜溜的，為什麼別人長髮都那麼好看啊！那我的頭髮何時才會長呢？？有點搞笑吧？？明明說很喜歡短髮，那現在又說要長髮！女人真善變！！矛盾～

有時在想，為什麼胸部就不可以再大一點！為什麼皮膚就不可以在白一點！為什麼肚子就不可以再平一點！為什麼身高就不可以再高一點！為什麼！為什麼～ 聽到了，你也會覺得煩！簡單說一句！人是不會滿足的！要是滿足了，世界上就不會一直發展了啦！

這就是女子的心聲啦！是會去想一想～可是，實際一點吧！都已成事實了，就不該埋怨那麼多，想一下讓自己開心點就好了啦～哈哈哈～

至少我很開心能夠活在這世上就好了！

在凌晨，又無聊的我！完成這一篇，就該去減肥了啦！哈哈～我知道我太瘦了，我會努力增肥，可是會減掉肚腩！！把討厭的肚腩拿走！！

晚安了啦～

100411

its great to stayed at home..
save up my money and get what i want on may!!
XD

sorry for late updated..
went to kuantan for camel black & white regional launch agenda at hyatt hotel~
we're dancers for the launch..nothing special to post it.. XD

APRIL..this is a poor month for me!! seriously,no INCOME!!!:( keep waiting for show money,and its fucked up!! i have no idea when i can get all the money..maybe after two months? or more then that?? hell yeah.. hopefully get all the money as soon as possible *finger cross*

like i said.. no money .. so i'm not going out for shopping in this month!! i hate when i saw some nice stuff at this moments,because u got no money to buy it! i bet alot of peoples understand my feelings.. JUST LOOK BUT NOT BUYING..that's suck yo!!

okay..forget about it..

when i look at the mirror.. farking hate my big tummy!! i should cut it off, but im getting lazy!! fucked up lazy!!! activate my motivation now ... please seven!! ur big spider tummy so ugly!! go exercise more..gogogo!!!
go NOW!!!!!!!

:P

pray for japan

Japan just got hit with another earth quake with another tsunami warning.

from the news..

TOKYO: Japan's meteorological agency says it has lifted a tsunami warning for the northeastern coast 90 minutes after a 7.4-magnitude earthquake struck offshore.

the quake hit about 11:30pm thursday japan time,(10:30pm in malaysia time)

Officials said Thursday's quake was a 7.4-magnitude and hit 25 miles (40 kilometers) under the water and off the coast of Miyagi prefecture. The quake that preceded last month's tsunami was a 9.0-magnitude.

U.S. Geological Survey gave the preliminary magnitude as 7.4 and it struck off the eastern coast 60 miles (100 kilometers) from Sendai and 90 miles (140 kilometers) from Fukushima. It was about 215 miles (345 kilometers) from Tokyo.

that's the information in the star news..

hope everything will be fine in japan and pray for them!
i'm quite nervous because i've got some of the friends at japan too! after the nuclear plan exploded,and earthquakes hit japan again! what's going on ,EARTH?? are you fell sick?? why everything come with sudden and gone sudden??

we can't help anything now,pray for them please..

check this-updated at 23:35 JST 7,april 2011

Tsunami Information (High Tide Time and Estimated Tsunami Arrival Time at each place)

handmade stuff..

i wish am so talented like her..

miss vicky aka my sis ..
we both look a same because of our style..
she worked for part time dancer and make up artist too..
why am said she is talented?? i'm not even know she can do such of thingy when the first time i meet her in dance studio. she look wild and crazy,doesn't look like a female too..haha..oppsie,sorry!!

but

there some cute and handmade stuff made by her..
want to share with my friends..
check out her blog...

Hue Vicky's

that you can see some cute handmade dolls..
like this
or
or
or

my favorite dolls..
cute rabbits
how about some hot stuff..??
bikinis ofcoz..

there she is..the model inside this pix..
hot girl as well!! hue vicky..

so please support ma girl..
you can check out her fb as well

Hue Vicky AuntieGrandmama (Aunty Mum)

peace and love..

Genting and KL show..

went to genting highland again for ANUGERAH BINTANG POPULAR 2011..
opening show with azlan(azlan & the typewriter) , ning baizura, adira and farhan.
and backup for dato' siti nurhaliza..she a cute,friendly and nice person! so glad to danced with her..

first im quite bored for saturday! we need to be there for rehearsal with artist and till late! it's fine although so tiring! what's thing in my mind after rehearsal?? okayy..am feel so fuck because of PMS!! headache,pain,and dizzy for whole day!! i should take some rest but can't!! SO FINE!!
at last,am so HAPPY because kelvin,yuki and zicho bring beers for us!! so lovely..although me in pms mood,i don't care once i get beers!! lol... and sharing with yuki! such a lovely night.. ;)

the worst thing..
we need to wake up at 11am but we slept at 5am!!
so what we call?? 抵死！！
hahaha...
luckily we're not late because some of the peoples late then us!! so whatever.. XD

waiting is wack,u know why?? i doesn't like to wait!! wasted time,and kinda mad about it??
so we just wait and wait until the call time..so what we can do on that fucking long long period? everything like changed the cloths,gossiping,dancing * syok sendiri we called*, bullshiting, singing like nobody care and many else!! oppss..there some DOPE shit we can't lose it!!! sounds dope right?? what's that??

...
...
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EVERYDAY IM SUFFLING
party rock anthem by LMFAO

check them out..

you can found some dancers in the mv like quest crew..
wooohoooo...

okayy..let me tell you some secret!! a new video will coming soon.. *shhhhh..*
alright,that's all ..check out my blog once i updated ..
XD

finally..we're done!! good job everyone..haha..it's good to dance with all dancers!
it's really tiring

rush back to kl and stayed with my buddies so we can go flash mob on next day!

enjoy everyday with full of fun and joy!! this is what we've got,happening everyday ,and EVERYDAY WE SUFFLING...haha

peace everyone..=)

come out with new look for dato' siti..
this is what i've wore for the last show..backup song BUKAN CINTA BIASA by dato' siti nurhaliza..become like wonder girls with von,yvonne,nadiha,nita,nadiah,mahani and lynn..

don't worried..that's a hair wig!!

XD