Saturday, March 5, 2011

想怎樣?

title很兇對吧?
其實也沒怎樣!是在問自己要怎樣!

想隱瞞一世的東西還是會被發現的!紙還是包不住火!

現在可不用收起來了!被媽媽知道我有紋身了!簡單說句!完蛋了~
我知道她討厭,可是我偏要做!對,我是反叛,叛逆!在他們的心目中已經變了大壞人!其實說起來,你們從來不認識我!從來就不知道我是怎樣!說一你們一口咬定我就是反叛!說過了,我紋身並不是紋爽的~對我有意思我才紋!也讓我記住了我需要做些什麼!就算我和你們解釋,你們還是會嘲笑我!所以我要怎麼和你們解釋呢?

我說過了要賺錢養你們,我一定會做到!你們現在所看到的就只是廢人一個的我!我在後面多努力你們是發覺不到!不~應該是說你們都不會去了解!也許這兩個月剛過完年真的有點難找到表演還是教課!但不一定我真的是會伸手拿錢!我坦誠我是想媽媽借錢!但我一定會還~不管怎樣也好!我一定會還,因為我答應了你們,我一定要做到!

到現在你們還不明白我的處境!
是,我賺不到大錢!我一個月不能有穩定的收入!但你們想看看!我去打工,一個月就只有一千塊!可能在多一點!那有什麼出頭天呢?我堅持現在的舞蹈事業是我有我的苦衷!雖然並不能賺得很多錢!可是我贏得人生的一小段路!至少我的人生並不是在荒廢!你們說社會很黑暗!對啊!這我知道!錢很難賺,這就是你們所說的黑暗嗎?你們又真的嘗試過嗎?我知道社會很黑暗,在我身邊有上流社會,有白領,有藍領,有普通的,有富有的,有貧窮的,有和我一樣被夾在中間不知該怎麼辦的,還有許多!我不知道我看過的東西會多過你們嗎!但我至少也會明白人生的道理!有時候你們不講理!總是和我來硬的!你知道我是多怕嗎?可以說是恐懼感···你們說到我的人生不該去爭取,只要安安定定打工賺錢就好了!可是尊嚴呢?你們有時候都會說做工時被人欺負,在那邊投訴這邊不好那邊不好!可是碰到大的,卻不敢出聲!你要我這樣嗎?對不起,我做不到!

也許有一天我不會再跳舞了!你們問我是在什麼時候!我可以答你們,在我死了以後吧!好···不然這樣好了!我會去做工,可是你們還是不能阻止我跳舞,好嗎?

這樣你們會開心點嗎?

會安心點嗎?

可是我···應該不會覺得開心!

aaarrrggggggg
只想快點21~
哎呀~~~~

不管怎樣!在這里道歉~我不是有意要氣你的,媽媽~請你了解我好嗎?

Saturday, February 26, 2011

50's and 60's

hey
i'm totally insane with 50's and 60's
love the way they make up and dress up..

check out the fashion icon-TWIGGY

inspiration for 60's

colourful eye shadow with fake lashes

make you look like a doll
they will telling the truth from their eyes..=)

how about 50's
first why i'm love 50's make up because of marilyn monroe!
her gorgeous sexy eyes with the red lips..
sexy icon forever
wait..

dita von teese..
1950's burlesque pin up make up inspiration
the 1950’s, in it’s burlesque glory
it’s her makeup that transforms her.

christina aguilera
i love her make up as well..
she is so amazing in movie 'BURLESQUE' =)

i been try to make up by myself but failed!! because of my eyes?? too small or single eyelid??
hmmm...
anyway
i got my new hair.. full fringe with dark blue hair! so? say bye to pink and red hair!! its time to transform myself!! ya...i know some of u guys get shocked but i love this colour too!! hahaha~
remember to check out my new hair style at FB yaw..hehe
stylo mylo~~

=)

Thursday, February 24, 2011

can't take my eyes off...





..inspiration..


i got inspiration from vintage!
look at their dolly makeup and gorgeous outfit

TWIGGY
fashion icon
she is awesome always
"i used to be a thing, i'm a person now"
-Twiggy

MARILYN MONROE
blonde,sexy mole,sexy white dress with sexy smile and eyes!
" i'm pretty, but i'm not beautiful.
i sin but i'm not the devil.
i'm good but i'm not an angel"
-Marilyn Monroe



you may not forget about her!
she is audrey hepburn
“I never thought I’d land in pictures with a face like mine.”
Audrey Hepburn

xoxo

born this way!

hey everyone! sorry for late!

i got new hair cut but its look weird!! guys did u know ah wong阿旺? totally same..imagine his hair on my head with my fucking ugly face! damn....gone case!

anyway
let's born this way!!
i found my soul in dancing,how about you?

we dream
we enjoy every moments

yes,we think about our future,we need money,girls or boys,house,car,party,alcohol..we need everything but how about love,family,friends,peace? same goes to u.

life is short

appreciate it~


Tuesday, February 15, 2011

beauties of city

yaw..wassup..
time to blogging~

seriously, bought a lot of cloths for chinese new year but....... some of THEM still in my wardrobe! it's ok, i still love them!

wears oversize with a pair of adidas.. love weird and vintage!! this is what we call 'STYLO' .. oh ya,this is my new shoes from adidas jeremy scott,bought from taiwan! that's funny, after ordered from my friends and my babe saw THIS already released at next day! i was like.. DUH!!!

love the colour and the big tongue~ jeremy scott STYLO!

so what we waiting for?
check it out the new style for cherrygun, she just amazing and wonder why a lot of lover!!
she beat us, non-stop staring her from top to bottom!!

some of the street peeps is crazy as well! their style,fashion sense,stylish...never try you never know,bet you love it once you try!
beauties of city with colour~

don't be lazy,move your mind girls! look at myself,although i'm not enough stylish and not cool at all,but i try to be!! get my own style as well~

what's next? hmm.. to be continue soon!


geeks,time to sleep! tomorrow night performing with my crew for astro! because you know im always overslept,better we sleep now and on alarm please~

i want to eat mc.d as my breakfast no matter how! teeheeee!!!!
okayyyy.. shut down and heading to my bed soon! ciaoo~~
=)